Author: srmasters

This is true of all relationships. You guard yourself, your feelings, your thoughts. Then you think, yeah they are good, they want you, they will be nice to you. BAM! they go away!

Why is it? Is it the chase? Is it something to control? Is it to make others feel bad?

Why? The only logical reason I can think of is they love the chase, they got what they wanted, they no longer need, want or desire you or what you give!

Maybe one day you will find that someone that will take what you guard and they will stay and say…I want more.

Until then just keeping moving forward because they ones that are here are just the stones to the house.

Peace Out!

When you find your life is upside-down is when you need to get into the game!

I have had one hell of a weekend this past weekend.

Had a date cancel, scheduled another one, which I had been putting off for two weeks, that was my first red flag and it should of hit me in the face but noooo, I went anyway.

Met him, had drinks, he hit another car, people yelling, got into my car, drove off, pulled over, go to jail, get out, text guy and then find out he is married with two kids.

WTF???? really?? now he wants my phone number so I can help him out! My life had turned into a soap story.

I had a lot of time to think about my actions lately and what I really want. I know what I don’t want and now I need to concentrate on me!

I am better than what I did, I am better than what I thought my worth is. I am better because of what happened to me. I am better!

I will start playing in the game of my own life and I may not win but as long as I play my game then I can look at myself and say…I did it the way I know!

Peace Out!

Separated, getting a divorce and moving to the beach.  No one supports it and they think I have lost my mind.  Maybe so!  I have a job but might not after I tell them I am moving so, we will see about that too! Two of my best friends are also going through the process so at least I have that going for me…lol.  Life is twisting right now so I am bending with the curves.  Gonna just put myself out there and see what slides up on me or makes me feel a certain way.  I have always taken great pics before they were called “selfies”.  I love camping but my soon-to-be ex did not so that kills the buzz of going. Redhead who just discovered two grey hairs and lost 35 pounds during COVID.  Love a beer in a country bar and vodka while shaking my booty in da club. Lover of dogs and allergic to cats.  Spiritual sign is the sign of the Lion and it shows in everyday life and work.

This is supposed to be my story but someone’s story is always continuing, growing and feeling. 

So on to the next chapter of my story. Enjoy my ride- I need a partner!

Peace Out!

No, I am not talking politics. I am actually talking or should I say writing about left-handed and right-handed people.

I myself am right-handed. My father though is left-handed. When I was young he was the one who taught me to tie my shoes. That being said, so now when I tie my shoes I tie them backwards. Who would have thought?

So when I had my daughter, I taught her how to tie her shoes and she too ties them backwards. When she started playing softball she went to the plate to bat left-handed. I did not correct her and when she would bat people would stare and ask if she is left-handed. The answer is no. She is right-handed.

When I was young I placed my fork and pencil between my index and bird finger. Is that wrong? No! but my mother would not have a daughter that was different so she would smack my hand at the dinner table to get me to stop it. I am dumb-founded as to why it even mattered to her. Sometimes I go back and use my fork or pen that way but it seems odd to me now.

I do like to sometimes be different and I like to be out of the box sometimes.

So if you’re a lefty or a rightly…be yourself and if it’s different than someone else….even better!

Peace Out!

When drinking alcohol does it make what you are doing better, fancier, worth it?

To some the answer is yes at that moment in time. They think they are right, they think their actions and words are justified and will not stand to be corrected.

To others it was not worth it. It has caused heartache, pain and embarrassment. They think to themselves, what if I would of just stopped with that last drink. What if I would of just started drinking water. What if I just stayed at home? They will think themselves into a total meltdown.

So make your choices wisely. Drink and be happy about it or don’t drink and stay with your decision.

I myself, will continue to drink and be happy about the decisions I make while in a drunkin state of mind.

Peace Out!